Posts tagged "Thomas Bernhard"

Thomas Bernhard, The Lime Works

1970:

Nevertheless progress was being made, despite all the constant impediments of one kind and another, including being negatively impeded, by omission; omission, in fact, is more decisive than its opposite. To do something by not doing it, he is supposed to have said. For example, not to do something that could be done and about which they say (on all sides!) that it must be done, was a kind of progress. It’s maddening, he is supposed to have said, but I do not permit myself to go insane. (p.73)

Words were made to demean thought, he would even go so far as to state that words exist in order to abolish thought, and one day they will succeed one hundred percent in so doing. (p.128)

There are plenty of people who think they can save themselves by filling their heads with fantasies, Konrad said to Fro, but no one can be saved, which means that no head can be saved, because where there is a head, it is already irredeemably lost, there are in fact none but lost heads on none but lost bodies populating none but lost continents, Konrad is supposed to have told Fro. (p.151)

What she did not say, though he could read it in her face, was that he had become, instead of all that, nothing at all, a mere madman. (p.163)

…as he explained to Weiser: precisely because I can see clearly that i can begin to write at any moment, that everything is arranged and in perfect order for starting to write, everything is pointing towards this moment of readiness to write, the very awareness that everything is pushing me in that direction makes it impossible for me to start writing. Every time it occurs to him that the very sight of his desk with everything on it prepared and ready, so that he can begin to write his book, is just what makes it impossible to begin writing, the thought that this is so becomes unbearable, so he gets up and drinks a glass of water. He immediately follows this up with a second glass of water swallowed in one long gulp, though in the midst of this gulp he is already thinking whether he isn’t going to catch a terrible cold from drinking the ice-cold water down so fast, because it’s a fact that drinking a glass of icy water down too fast one is bound to catch cold, which he always lived in fear of doing, but, on the other hand he had never actually caught a cold that way. Just one week before he shot his wife, however, he did say that it suddenly came to him that he had caught cold by drinking down a glass of cold water too quickly. (p.235)


Thomas Bernhard, Yes

Bernhard is proving to be as embittered, as vitriolic, as brilliant as everyone has been telling me. 1978:

After all, there is nothing but failure. If at least we have the will to fail we make progress, and in everything, in each and everything, we must at least have the will to fail unless we wish to perish at a very early stage, which of course cannot be the intention behind existence. (p.35)

We conversed silently and our conversation was one of the most stimulating imaginable; words uttered and strung together for the ears could not have had such an effect as that silence. (p.53)

We have reconciled ourselves to the fact that we have to exist, even though most of the time against our will, because we have no other choice, and only because we have again and again reconciled ourselves to this fact, every day and every moment anew, can we progress at all. And where we are progressing to, we have, if we are honest, known all our lives, to death, except most of the time we are careful not to admit it. And because we have the certainty of doing nothing except progressing towards death, and because we realize what that means, we try to employ all kinds of aids to divert us from that realization, and thus, if we look closely, we see in this world nothing except people continually and all their lives engaged in such a diversion. (p.70-71)

An anarchist, I had said to her in the larch-wood, was only a person who practiced anarchy, she now reminded me. Everything in the intellectual mind is anarchy, she said, repeating another of my quotations. Society, no matter what society, must always be turned upside down and abolished, she said, and what she said were again my words. Everything is a lot more terrible and horrible than described by you, she said. (p.132).